Write write write. I just have to write. to express. To live. Oh wait I have to find my manuscript Should I start on that book The gift of rain I feel bored Look on the bright side I will be in Sri Lanka next week Ugh, to the cemetery Its like going to my funeral Where should I go tomorrow What should I do tomorrow I feel like I am missing something Something missing maybe its music That i need To make me write creatively Yeah I want autonomy anxiety ridden nights Harbouring heavy feelings I feel so old There is something I haven’t achieved yet. I think I need to go to sleep…my mental health is killing me…I hope no one sees this…my creative writing…

Im so bored.

Random dialogues Man 1: Can you assure me that kind of movie is worth watching? So that I don’t waste my precious time? Man 2: [Hesitating to bullshit] Yes I can assure you [Nervously] Man 1: That kind of movie are for kids Man 2: Are you not a kid? haha